My Faith Sustains Me.
January 12, 2025
My faith has been my unshakable foundation and comfort through all the seasons of my life. I am a Christian. I believe in the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost—a truth that has illuminated my path and sustained me in moments of joy and sorrow alike. It is a faith that assures me of heaven, a home prepared for me, and a promise of eternal life. Yet, even as that promise feels closer than ever, I find myself grappling with a fear I know I should not hold.
It’s not fear of the unknown or fear for myself. Heaven is not an uncertainty for me—I fully trust God’s grace and the salvation promised through Christ. Instead, my concern rests with the people I love who share my days, memories, and heart. I think of their faces, the warmth of their laughter, and the depth of their presence in my life. My faith tells me that life will go on, that God’s plan for each of them will unfold beautifully, but the thought of being absent from these cherished moments weighs heavily on me.
I long to spend more time with them, to savor the beauty of this life, however fleeting it may be. I wish to hold their hands a little longer, share their triumphs and comfort them in their sorrows. My human heart aches for these connections, even as my spirit rests in the eternal love of my Creator.
Yet, even in this struggle, my faith continues to guide me. I am reminded that God’s love for them is greater than mine. Just as He has carried me through every trial, He will sustain them in ways I cannot. So, I lean into my trust in Him, knowing He will provide us strength, guidance, and peace.
In the meantime, I am learning to live each day with gratitude. I choose to be fully present in the time I have, cherishing every conversation, smile, and quiet moment with the people who mean the most to me. My faith teaches me to trust in a divine plan that far exceeds my understanding, to release my fears, and to embrace the hope that has always been my anchor.
And so, as I journey forward, I do so with a heart that holds both longing and peace—longing for more moments with those I love and peace in knowing that one day, we will all be united in a place where fear and sorrow no longer exist.